Since I am in no mood to rant at my instagram, where I have been rant all this time, I want to rant here.
About just everything, about what has been bothering my mind, my heart.
I miss you stupid. I dont know where this is going. Its like Im running awak from something without a catch of breath. Im tired. Why are we always going around in circle? Why do you move on so easily? Why didnt you fight for it? You knew I am unstable at that time.
I want to be free from this chain, but Im way in too deep. I want a solution. I cant breath anymore. I started to hallucinate. I started having weird dreams. We break each others' hearts to many times. How long can we keep this going? I always thought we are going to cut all ties, but we dont. Not yet. at least I wanted to make it clear that I still didnt give up. I dont even know what I'm fighting for anymore.
Kenapa susah sangat cerita kita? Kenapa tak boleh jadi senang macam cerita orang lain?
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